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Half dead livejournal. Lol. I really really dont have the time to update,sorry bout it. Today's my off day and once again i spent it sleeping the whole day! Yet,i coudnt see any improvement in my eyes,the eyebag is still as swollen as ever. -.- And,im still working tmrw. Gawd,save me! ): Last night - Went down to kpool after work then trained to town,wento thai disco and then movie at Cine! :D Thumbs up! The show is hilarious and nice,very much encouraged to watch! :D Haha. (-.- why didnt i mention the show title?) Ok,then the show title is My Girlfriend Is An Agent! Lol. Mmmm...mmmm,i cant think of anything to write....so im going to watch tv then off to bed! (: I dont really feels like posting anymore,its like a waste of time. Should i stop? Ahh!!! I want i want!!! My geo lens!!!! I wanna go for some sort of hair treatment!!! ): I WANT MONEY!!!! Sighs,im suffering now as i spent all of my money. ): And,my damn fzcking hair is giving me a big headache. I had been constantly losing alot of hair and then it started to get itchy and so on. WORSE! My hair is damn frizzy!!! ^%A@$^%(&^%#$#^% What should i do? Opinion anyone? D: Okay la,off i go,byebyeeeeeeeee. 
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 Unfair unreal I wanna tell my heart it's a quick steal that'd be one way to unlove you unjust unkind that i can't you erase from my mind that'd be another way to unlove you even though my heart is tellin me to stay, beggin me to stay my self-respect is telling me i gotta walk away, so CHORUS i'mma gonna say what I gotta say What's done you can't undo i'mma gonna break what I gotta break cause you were untrue i'm gonna hurt i'm gonna cry i'm gonna tear me up inside i'mma gonna do what I gotta do to unlove you (to unlove you) until i heal i wish that i could freeze every thing i feel that'd be one way to unlove you emotions unknown if i could only turn me into stone and that'd be, another way to unlove you even though my heart is tellin me to stay, beggin me to stay my dignity is tellin me i gotta walk away, so CHORUS i'mma gonna say what I gotta say What's done you can't undo i'mma gonna break what I gotta break cause you were untrue i'm gonna hurt i'm gonna cry i'm gonna tear me up inside i'mma gonna do what I gotta do to unlove you (to unlove you) i've gotta look you in the eye and tell the world the biggest lie what choice do i have when you hurt me so bad wrecked everything we had so i'mma gonna say what i gotta say i'mma gonna do what i gotta do to unlove you CHORUS i'mma gonna say what I gotta say What's done you can't undo i'mma gonna break what I gotta break cause you were untrue i'm gonna hurt i'm gonna cry i'm gonna tear me up inside i'mma gonna do what I gotta do to unlove you (to unlove you)
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Why am i still here!?!? Am gonna be running late for work!!!!!! Lol. Okkk,got to rush off to meet chevy already. Gawd,she better dont be late! Haha. And and,yeah... I AM STILL SAYING NONSENSICAL STUFFS HERE. -.- AGAIN!!!!!!! Lol,stop,ok. Byebye!~ You know....what? Everything is making me haywired again and again. ): I hate you friend.
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Should start off with some pretty nice news! People,i had FOUND back my ic and stuff!!! :D Was over the moon man you know. Hahaha. It was actually a few days back when i received a call in th early morning from th sbs service and i had no time to collect it as im working. And finally today is my off day,weeeee!~ So i went all th way down to clementi with clinton to collect my stuff,heh. A rather long and boring trip uh. Anyway,we wento th zoo later on,rather fun? Haha. But th weather isnt very good so we head back to amk in the evening. Yay,was actually very tired but went down to kppol for some plays and then home with clinton and claire or clara? Lol! I dont know how to spell la. Lastly there's something i wanted to say! I HATE HIS FRIEND FOR SOME STUPID STUFFS IN BUS. YOU KNOW I KNOW* Lol. Ya,so like that lo. Damn hilarious!!! Okkk,rubbish. Im turning in sooon,will post again when i off next weeek. Damn. Nearly forget some saddening news. ): Jolene quitted already,rather bad news. I love working with her so much,she's has got a interesting character. But yeah,although she quitted,we will still keep in touch! :D Loveyou,jo. And then my friend take over her,half bad and good. Lol. Anyway,i will get to spend more time with my friend? :D Yeh,definitely! Okay,i think.. nothing much already? Night ah Xoxo.
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Fzxker,fzxker and fucker!!! I shouldnt have had gone out today,staying at home would be much more better! Even though it would be bored stiff but at least it is much more better than losing my ic,ezlink and posb card! Im so fuck up now,curse those motherfuckers who took it and didnt return it! ): Sighs. Today wasnt good for me,i guess. *^$^%#%$#%$#@&@#$!!! Im so much pissed off now,damn damn and damn!!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO!!! Ugh,replacement of ic cost me a bomb man and including ezlink and so on. Fuck la. Really. And i had to head to police station to make a report,call the sbs as i lost it in bus and still,called the posb to bar my card. -.- What a trouble! And then i didnt manage to enjoy my day,all th plan was ruined. Sighsss. Okay,stop my ranting,all i could do now is to pray that some kind soul will return it to me. ): (i doubt so) !!! And still,i am working tmrw! W/o my ezlink,mrt gonna be exp. Lol. I sounds so budget but its true!!! Haiya. ** LA!! (refraining myself from scolding vulgars here so i will use *** instead.) Haha,ok,ima chill now and go to bed. Oh,there are some happy photo took before i realized i lost my ic. Hahaha. Pretty nice ah. Seeeeeeeeeeee it. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D (why do i still sound so happy when i lost my ic!!!!) -.- My pretty lovable shuting! :D  Lovely sweetie Zoey! :D  What the fuck is she doing behind me? Lol.    Xoxo,tmrw will be a better day! :D Gooodnight all.
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Once again,i wasted my off day just like that. Wtf. Help me,someone? ): Yeah,okay. And everything is srewed up. ): No money,no talk,you see. I guess i'll just spent halloween off just like that. Bad isnt it. But what to do? Sighs. Okay,my parents are going to the kuso island tmrw,wonder if i should tag along? Mmm,shall see. Rather bored life i had. And things werent getting better for me,instead it got worse than ever. Im losing everything..people,you see,they are going away from me,i dont know why. Its pretty bad. Aiya,im getting really haywired. Looks are just as important to some category of people,they judge me by looks,i hate it,but yet,i couldnt resist them. -.- I deserved it myself,but i'll make them suffer one day! Trust me,i definitely will. Im gonna make them beg me to return. Haha! Im sucha nonsense. And,oh yeh,ever since i work,i had been missing alot of activities. ): Sadden. Like those class bbq and so,no time for club too. Ahhhhhh! But still,work is fun! :D New girl jolene was pretty funny i tell you. She's an interesting person,with a very funny expression when she talk! Cute too,i love working with her. :D And of course,youlanda and sin hui. Weeeeeee! Back to topic,as i said i wasted off my off day,yeah,you see,i was home almost the whole day! Damn la,meet up with zoey to buy her new phone then home to sleep. I should be out somewhere instead of staying home! Ugh. Im gonna get out of this,ima go out tmrw! Please,hopefully we are going out tmrw. I pray. Haha. And i wento jalan besar last night for a late supper! Weeee,and went mustafa centre for a walk,like funny only. Lol. My friend said everything also have! Then i said sureeee anot? He said,yah! Then th next thing i said is,porn have anot? He was like wtf? Of course no la! Lol. But he's th one who said everything also have what. Lol. So everything is actually not EVERYTHING! Lol. Okay,im being very random,why am saying those stuffs? Lol! Im getting more and more lame. Yes,i know. Dont remind me,people. ): Lastly, i really miss those old goood friends now! Had been seeing them everywhere,so randomly. Like hougang plaza? Saw mad and jiawen they all. Bugis,saw ivy love! And,fep,saw zan love while working! Hahah. They are all my bunch of sweeetest friend ok! :D Catch up with you guys sooon,i promise. :D :D <3 Now,peeeekpeeeekpeeekchachu! :D ~     FYI, HE ISNT MY BOYFRIEND YEH! Everyone had mistaken,oh dear. Haha. He is my good old friend. Avery yeh~ :D  I dont understand how and why i actually lost,but i definitely gonna make you pay for it,boy. Dont take me too lighty,i aint any pushover. (: Love. I want you to care for me,pamper me,know what i'm thinking,watch me while im sleeping,being there for me whenever i need you,being faithfully to me,love me wholeheartedly w/o asking for anything in return. Do you exist? Im still searching for you.
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Okay,im working now. Kinda bored,i came early today! -.- Damn early,i should reach at twelve,in the end i came here at around 11!!! Its an hour early. Lol. Borrrrrrrringgggggggg. ): Ytd wento bugis with dear zoey and manxuan. :D Saw ivy sweeet there! So long never see her lah,became more pretty already. Heh. Bought some stuffs and then i was so tempted to pierce my eyebrow! -.- But still,i never. LOL. Lame. Then head down to hougang plaza find mandy. G was there too! Like wtfzxk,lol. I was so totally awkward can. ^&%$#$^#@&%$#*%! Irritated now,and. ): Zc went outfield till sunday,wont be contacting him! I'll miss him okay. Lovvie. Upload photos another day! Kinda lazy. Lol. Mmm,how about a photo will do? Okay ah! Haha. (i like idiot. -.-) Okay,done! Byebye. :D After everything i realised,nothing else matters more then friendship and kinship.
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 Confused,frustrated,irritated. I felt so funny? weird? I dont know why/how to explain this. I woke up in the morning and suddenly i felt... everything's around me went wrong? totally wrong! Its unexplainable,everything just isnt right for me. I dont know why,i just cant figure it out. Whats wrong with me! Im so fzxking irritated now,i need some entertainment!! Anyone? Sighs,what do i really want? Whats my aim? I need company now,i need entertainment? Just what! -.- Okay,i isnt getting anywhere for saying all this here. Oh well,bye then. I bet today's isnt a goood day for me! I wanto get out of this fzxking nonsense!!! So haywired now.
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Finally,here comes my off day. Im freed from work for today and tmrw,gotta got more rest! Had been lacking alot of sleep since work,as i sleep in late and wake up early. ): What a poor me,isnt it? Haha,but still! I enjoyed work,its not that tiring either,i only hate it when there isnt any customer and there i go(alone in the shop waiting for time to pass ssso slowly!) thats the worse ever. Lol. I cant wait for my pay day! Im so gonna get myself a coach wallet! Weeeee,wait for me my dear. Haha! And sorry to my lj,i had been ignoring you. ): It wasnt intentional,i was just too tired to post whenever i came home after work. Sorry,ok! :D I didnt abandon you,dont worry. I never will,rest assured. Okay,and yeah,im totally tired of your fzxking lies. Just go away from me,as far as you can. I dont want any of your stupid lies. Love? Sucks,it doesnt mean anything when it comes out from your mouth. (: You are just nothing,do you know? I bet you dont,but sorry to say that. I might sound pretty bad but guys,he is the one who isnt true at first,so im just following what he does and do it to him. He wont feel sad anyway,coz he doesnt really care. (So am i.) Lastly,i know im always saying stupid stuffs here! -.- But just for the sake of saying,ignore me. Lol. Oh! And i caught Sorority Rows a few days back,pretty lame show uh? I think. Lol,but still okok only lah,not that good nor that bad. (: And!!!! Today i fzxking wento fzxking cut my hair!! Omfg,say hello to my bangs again. -.- I did it out of boredom! As i thought im rather sian with my current hair and cut it. Lol. But it looks....quite ok? LOL. i hope so,i dont want any negative comments! ): Pleaseeee,dont! Okay,stop my ranting. Oh,there's some pretty overdued peeekchas which im lazy to upload,here it is! Enjoy. :D Gooodnight everyone.
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Yay yay! Hi. LOL. Wasnt very tired today(compared to yesterday)so im here posting. Haha. Sales was better compared to ytd luh? And time pass faster! Haha. G came and meet up for cigarette YAY. LOL! First time seeing him,so awkward okay. Haha! G looks funny too. HAHAHA. Okay,am very tired actually! A short post will do to keep my lj not dying? LOL. Anyway,am clubbing this 15th. Seeyou guys!!!! <3 Gotta rest now,wish me good luck tmrw and sale's better! Nightxo. IWANTOSEEYOUAGAIN!
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Gawd,hadnt been posting for so long and since i can't sleep and i had th time,why not? (to post.) Haha,okay. Yeah,so tmrw will be my last paper(Mathematics2),so fast and i will be leaving that god damn school. (i'll miss it!) Yeah,of course i do! :D Hopefully i'll be able to at least pass uh. Doubt so but still hope,didnt intend to go sec5 anyway,see what can i do. Mmm..but i definitely so gonna continue studying! As i know,w/o cert,am nothing in this fugging country,oh well and everyone knows it clearly. Yet i dont understand what some are thinking. Is it cool to not study? Lol. I dont think so,its called useless. But there are also some who have their own interest and make it far. Am only referring to those who think its cool,no offence. (: Also,am starting work on sat! Like so fast uh,but its good though. (: I get money and occupy time so i wont let my imagination run wild and think of foolish thing. Haha. And i mean YOU are th foolish thing. Well,sometimes i do felt that there's something very wrong with me but i just cant figure it out. Fzxk. I felt everyone against me,i felt so unsecure,i felt that im nothing to you,i felt that you were playing with me,i felt so left out,i felt so empty w/o you and there's thousand and millions of my heartfelt feeling that i wanted to say to you yet i couldnt bring it out. Are you serious with me? Do you love me like how i love you? Do you know what im thinking? You don't,because i dont even know myself. I know that you werent at all serious but yet i let myself fzxking fall deeper in it. Whats wrong? Why am i like that? You know,i know. Lol,okay. Should stop being so emotional. Am happpy! ("yeah,happy") Lol. Just stop it! I'll be posting again,soon most prolly. Nightxo to all!
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Didnt manage to watch movie last night then went to drink wit ky&co at Bishan. Drink Drank Drunk last night. Lol! Sorry for my nonsense ah,and ty for taking care of me! :D (Love) Today,Fep job-hunt!!!!! Am reallly falling in l(ove) wityou. BYEBYE! :D
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Rewind please? I thought i hate th school,teachers and everyone alot. But up till today,last day of school,then i finally realised how much memories,laughter and sadness i had with th school and people. I cant hold my tears back. Can we go back? I really miss those good old days. Thinking back,i should have come to school more often. Damn lah. Well,i know i cant change th fugging facts but at least and i promise i'll remember every single one of you! Especially Ms khai,i dont know what to say,am speechless but you are a good teacher,really. Best ok! :D 4A3,Lovve. Am going to watch movie now!!!
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Okay,talk about yesterday. Meet up with Liping,Rina,Sharon,Hannah,Collen and Germaine ,together head to Ms Khai's House at yishun. I must say,its th first time i ate those malay food and its simply delicious,i lovvve th beef especially! :D I hope i'll get to eat it again. Haha. And ah,th house is fugging cramp as there's lotsa people but overall its fun! ^^ Then bus back home with Liping around 6plus,feeling very very tired and having a slight headache then home to sleep. Took some pictures but i didnt get it yet. Will upload soon ok. (:
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 Memorable birthday indeed! :D Hows that,zoey? I still think that i prepared not enough. ): Next yr gonna be alot more better i promised as this yr cash tight. Haha! Hope you enjoy yur birthday eh. &Efdim! Omfg,am really ssso sorry for yur injuries. You know,i weren't purposely okay! Forgive me. ^^ And people,i know this yr is abit boring as we only invited a handful of you. But was pretty grateful that almost all turn up despite having stuffs to do. Thankyou all! :D :D SEMBAWANG WENRONG!!! You owe me,i tell you!! Walao,feel so much like to kill you siah. MY MOUTH,MY MOUTH!! It seems like somebody gave me a punch. -.- Thankyou ah,your bday see what i'll do. Hiahia,anyway still,dont worry much. Its all meant to be a game. &my mouth is not that swollen already so its okay. No worry! :D Okay,and lastly and sadly.. :( We didnt took alot photos,and in fact i didnt took a single one wit th bday girl! D: D: But there are still some photos lah. Have a look at it! ^^               (Yesterday.) With this,i will end here. There are still photos hadnt been load yet. Lol. Another day maybe. Okay,am ssso tired now. Going back to bed already. Bye people. :D (th weather sibei hot today siahzxsz!) Xo. Each day,am falling deeper in you. It might be unexpected but i couldnt control either. But,it can also be a illusion too. It's isnt love. (:
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HELLOHELLOHELLOHELLOHELLOHELLOHELLOHELLO Home today! School,sleep,eat,comp and tv. Thats all i do today! Oh dear. Rather restless day eh? Anyway,anyway,its Seraphina's bday today!!! :D Happy Birthday ok. This month like so many people's bday eh. Zoey and Keith's bday coming soon too. Will be organising bbq on friday! Prepared something for her. Hiahiahia! Be prepared,zoey! IM SO GONNA LET YOU HAVE A MEMORABLE BDAY!!! (evil laughs*) Probably very scare after reading it but there's no way you can avoid it. HAHAHA! Okay,okay. Talk about keith,that cb guy. Forced me to say vulgarities,damn la. LOL. Mia with me so long!!!!! Nevermind ah,i forgive yet!!!!!!! CHANGE NUMBER ALSO NEVER SAY. Couldnt contact you,lucky i asked from someone. Heh,your friend betrayed you. :D How sad. Im gonna kill you when we meet again. Actually should be tmrw,but i gotta stay back in school. D: Siann,couldnt meet you up. Another day ah! Better dont mia wit me again. Everytime pattern siah. Lol. And gotta pretty nice stuffs to say here. Am okay with a friend now! :D Like a finally,he hates me so much last time. Whenever we go out,askk him along,he would say i go then he never go. ): BUT NOW! WE ARE OKAY. Friends ah. :D :D Oh,and! Its not just one,it's two friend!!!! Our misunderstanding finally cleared after so long eh! Rather happy. See you guys soooon. Lovelove. Goodnight! :D
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♥/♥ Apart from that,had a tiring day today.
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