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I. Adore you. I. Missyou. I. Love you.

Im lazy. Im tired. So like that will do. Photos another day,longer post another day. Sorry. :D

Current Location:
Fep.
Current Mood:
cheerful cheerful
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Half dead livejournal. Lol. I really really dont have the time to update,sorry bout it. Today's my off day and once again i spent it sleeping the whole day! Yet,i coudnt see any improvement in my eyes,the eyebag is still as swollen as ever. -.- And,im still working tmrw. Gawd,save me! ):



Last night - Went down to kpool after work then trained to town,wento thai disco and then movie at Cine! :D Thumbs up! The show is hilarious and nice,very much encouraged to watch! :D Haha. (-.- why didnt i mention the show title?) Ok,then the show title is My Girlfriend Is An Agent! Lol. Mmmm...mmmm,i cant think of anything to write....so im going to watch tv then off to bed! (:




I dont really feels like posting anymore,its like a waste of time. Should i stop? Ahh!!! I want i want!!! My geo lens!!!! I wanna go for some sort of hair treatment!!! ): I WANT MONEY!!!! Sighs,im suffering now as i spent all of my money. ): And,my damn fzcking hair is giving me a big headache. I had been constantly losing alot of hair and then it started to get itchy and so on. WORSE! My hair is damn frizzy!!! ^%A@$^%(&^%#$#^% What should i do? Opinion anyone? D:

Okay la,off i go,byebyeeeeeeeee.

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annoyed annoyed
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Unfair
unreal
I wanna tell my heart it's a quick steal
that'd be one way
to unlove you

unjust
unkind
that i can't you erase from my mind
that'd be another way
to unlove you

even though my heart
is tellin me to stay, beggin me to stay
my self-respect is telling me
i gotta walk away, so

CHORUS
i'mma gonna say what I gotta say
What's done you can't undo
i'mma gonna break what I gotta break
cause you were untrue
i'm gonna hurt
i'm gonna cry
i'm gonna tear me up inside
i'mma gonna do what I gotta do
to unlove you (to unlove you)


until
i heal
i wish that i could freeze every thing i feel
that'd be one way
to unlove you

emotions
unknown
if i could only turn me into stone
and that'd be, another way
to unlove you

even though my heart
is tellin me to stay, beggin me to stay
my dignity is tellin me
i gotta walk away, so

CHORUS
i'mma gonna say what I gotta say
What's done you can't undo
i'mma gonna break what I gotta break
cause you were untrue
i'm gonna hurt
i'm gonna cry
i'm gonna tear me up inside
i'mma gonna do what I gotta do
to unlove you (to unlove you)


i've gotta look you in the eye
and tell the world the biggest lie
what choice do i have
when you hurt me so bad
wrecked everything we had
so

i'mma gonna say what i gotta say
i'mma gonna do what i gotta do
to unlove you

CHORUS
i'mma gonna say what I gotta say
What's done you can't undo
i'mma gonna break what I gotta break
cause you were untrue
i'm gonna hurt
i'm gonna cry
i'm gonna tear me up inside
i'mma gonna do what I gotta do
to unlove you (to unlove you)
 
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tired tired
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Why am i still here!?!?
Am gonna be running late for work!!!!!! Lol.
Okkk,got to rush off to meet chevy already.
Gawd,she better dont be late! Haha. And and,yeah...
I AM STILL SAYING NONSENSICAL STUFFS HERE. -.-
AGAIN!!!!!!! Lol,stop,ok.
Byebye!~




You know....what?
Everything is making me haywired again and again. ):

I hate you friend.

Hug&Kisses.
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confused confused
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Should start off with some pretty nice news! People,i had FOUND back my ic and stuff!!! :D Was over the moon man you know. Hahaha. It was actually a few days back when i received a call in th early morning from th sbs service and i had no time to collect it as im working. And finally today is my off day,weeeee!~ So i went all th way down to clementi with clinton to collect my stuff,heh. A rather long and boring trip uh. Anyway,we wento th zoo later on,rather fun? Haha. But th weather isnt very good so we head back to amk in the evening. Yay,was actually very tired but went down to kppol for some plays and then home with clinton and claire or clara? Lol! I dont know how to spell la. Lastly there's something i wanted to say! I HATE HIS FRIEND FOR SOME STUPID STUFFS IN BUS. YOU KNOW I KNOW* Lol. Ya,so like that lo. Damn hilarious!!! Okkk,rubbish. Im turning in sooon,will post again when i off next weeek. Damn. Nearly forget some saddening news. ): Jolene quitted already,rather bad news. I love working with her so much,she's has got a interesting character. But yeah,although she quitted,we will still keep in touch! :D Loveyou,jo. And then my friend take over her,half bad and good. Lol. Anyway,i will get to spend more time with my friend? :D Yeh,definitely! Okay,i think.. nothing much already? Night ah


Xoxo.
Current Mood:
chipper chipper
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Fzxker,fzxker and fucker!!! I shouldnt have had gone out today,staying at home would be much more better! Even though it would be bored stiff but at least it is much more better than losing my ic,ezlink and posb card! Im so fuck up now,curse those motherfuckers who took it and didnt return it! ): Sighs. Today wasnt good for me,i guess. *^$^%#%$#%$#@&@#$!!! Im so much pissed off now,damn damn and damn!!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO!!! Ugh,replacement of ic cost me a bomb man and including ezlink and so on. Fuck la. Really. And i had to head to police station to make a report,call the sbs as i lost it in bus and still,called the posb to bar my card. -.- What a trouble! And then i didnt manage to enjoy my day,all th plan was ruined. Sighsss. Okay,stop my ranting,all i could do now is to pray that some kind soul will return it to me. ): (i doubt so) !!! And still,i am working tmrw! W/o my ezlink,mrt gonna be exp. Lol. I sounds so budget but its true!!! Haiya. ** LA!! (refraining myself from scolding vulgars here so i will use *** instead.) Haha,ok,ima chill now and go to bed. Oh,there are some happy photo took before i realized i lost my ic. Hahaha. Pretty nice ah. Seeeeeeeeeeee it. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D (why do i still sound so happy when i lost my ic!!!!) -.-




My pretty lovable shuting! :D


Lovely sweetie Zoey! :D


What the fuck is she doing behind me? Lol.








 


Xoxo,tmrw will be a better day! :D
Gooodnight all.
 
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annoyed annoyed
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Once again,i wasted my off day just like that. Wtf. Help me,someone? ): Yeah,okay. And everything is srewed up. ): No money,no talk,you see. I guess i'll just spent halloween off just like that. Bad isnt it. But what to do? Sighs. Okay,my parents are going to the kuso island tmrw,wonder if i should tag along? Mmm,shall see. Rather bored life i had. And things werent getting better for me,instead it got worse than ever. Im losing everything..people,you see,they are going away from me,i dont know why. Its pretty bad. Aiya,im getting really haywired. Looks are just as important to some category of people,they judge me by looks,i hate it,but yet,i couldnt resist them. -.- I deserved it myself,but i'll make them suffer one day! Trust me,i definitely will. Im gonna make them beg me to return. Haha! Im sucha nonsense. And,oh yeh,ever since i work,i had been missing alot of activities. ): Sadden. Like those class bbq and so,no time for club too. Ahhhhhh! But still,work is fun! :D New girl jolene was pretty funny i tell you. She's an interesting person,with a very funny expression when she talk! Cute too,i love working with her. :D And of course,youlanda and sin hui. Weeeeeee! Back to topic,as i said i wasted off my off day,yeah,you see,i was home almost the whole day! Damn la,meet up with zoey to buy her new phone then home to sleep. I should be out somewhere instead of staying home! Ugh. Im gonna get out of this,ima go out tmrw! Please,hopefully we are going out tmrw. I pray. Haha. And i wento jalan besar last night for a late supper! Weeee,and went mustafa centre for a walk,like funny only. Lol. My friend said everything also have! Then i said sureeee anot? He said,yah! Then th next thing i said is,porn have anot? He was like wtf? Of course no la! Lol. But he's th one who said everything also have what. Lol. So everything is actually not EVERYTHING! Lol. Okay,im being very random,why am saying those stuffs? Lol! Im getting more and more lame. Yes,i know. Dont remind me,people. ): Lastly, i really miss those old goood friends now! Had been seeing them everywhere,so randomly. Like hougang plaza? Saw mad and jiawen they all. Bugis,saw ivy love! And,fep,saw zan love while working! Hahah. They are all my bunch of sweeetest friend ok! :D Catch up with you guys sooon,i promise. :D :D <3

Now,peeeekpeeeekpeeekchachu! :D ~





 
FYI, HE ISNT MY BOYFRIEND YEH! Everyone had mistaken,oh dear. Haha. He is my good old friend. Avery yeh~ :D
 


I dont understand how and why i actually lost,but i definitely gonna make you pay for it,boy. Dont take me too lighty,i aint any pushover. (:

Love.
I want you to care for me,pamper me,know what i'm thinking,watch me while im sleeping,being there for me whenever i need you,being faithfully to me,love me wholeheartedly w/o asking for anything in return. Do you exist?
Im still searching for you.
Current Mood:
melancholy melancholy
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Okay,im working now. Kinda bored,i came early today! -.- Damn early,i should reach at twelve,in the end i came here at around 11!!! Its an hour early. Lol. Borrrrrrrringgggggggg. ): Ytd wento bugis with dear zoey and manxuan. :D Saw ivy sweeet there! So long never see her lah,became more pretty already. Heh. Bought some stuffs and then i was so tempted to pierce my eyebrow! -.- But still,i never. LOL. Lame. Then head down to hougang plaza find mandy. G was there too! Like wtfzxk,lol. I was so totally awkward can. ^&%$#$^#@&%$#*%! Irritated now,and. ): Zc went outfield till sunday,wont be contacting him! I'll miss him okay. Lovvie. Upload photos another day! Kinda lazy. Lol. Mmm,how about a photo will do? Okay ah! Haha. (i like idiot. -.-)



Okay,done! Byebye. :D

After everything i realised,nothing else matters more then friendship and kinship.
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blank blank
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Confused,frustrated,irritated.
I felt so funny? weird?
I dont know why/how to explain this. I woke up in the morning and suddenly i felt... everything's around me went wrong? totally wrong! Its unexplainable,everything just isnt right for me. I dont know why,i just cant figure it out. Whats wrong with me! Im so fzxking irritated now,i need some entertainment!! Anyone?
Sighs,what do i really want? Whats my aim? I need company now,i need entertainment? Just what! -.- Okay,i isnt getting anywhere for saying all this here. Oh well,bye then.
I bet today's isnt a goood day for me! I wanto get out of this fzxking nonsense!!!
So haywired now.
Current Mood:
annoyed annoyed
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